LunaArcanum18

Almost at 200 watchers and just wanted to thank all of you for all the support you have given me with posting these types of photos up. It was not easy for me at first to put them up because I would always wonder about the what ifs. But I have gotten a pretty good self esteem and self confidence from all of you liking my photos and just wanted to say thanks ^_^

So I have had friends telling me who to try these workout videos called p90x. They told me they are very fun and that it has worked for them so I am going to try it. Some of the reasons of why I am going to start working out is because I want to have more energy, I want to have something fun to do, and just want to look better and feel better :). I wont know to much on how I am going to look because i think I look okay right now, decent, but dropping some weight would just ultimately make me feel more attractive. :) Tell me what you guys think and you can be as honest as you want. :) Either on here or on note.

Had some guy tell me today of how bad my stomach looked in the recent picture I put up. He also commented on other pictures telling me to do something about my stomach and my body didn't look good. This made me feel really bad and all of my insecurities came crawling back. Those comments make me just want to delete all of my pics of myself and make me just go back to staying with drawing. I have gotten made fun of so much throughout my whole life, have gotten bullied by everyone and even my own family because of my weight. I have tried numerous diets like starving myself for like a whole month or two to lose weight and I did and I started eat